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Personal | December 25, 2017

Present Hangover

Merry Christmas! If I could, I’d send each one of you a Christmas card!

I saw this today on Instagram by my friend, @brookewise.

This really spoke to me. For most of my life, I’ve had a bad case of “the wants”. As a child, I wanted to live in a bigger house (Kevin’s house in Home Alone, please!). I wanted my parents to drive fancier cars (a Suburban with vinyl seats… not so fancy -ha!). I wanted to go on fancy vacations with drivers and butlers in NYC during Christmas (so realistic -ha!)! And I wanted Guess jeans and Cole Haans!

Then I actually got two of my big wants- Cole Haan loafers and a Dooney and Bourke purse. I remember thinking that if I could just have those two items, I’d be happy and content. I wouldn’t  want anything else. Maybe those items would make it look like I lived in Kevin’s house and went on fancy vacations -ha! Well shoot, that didn’t pan out. I still lived in the same house and those items didn’t make me happy. I just wanted more… something else, something better. I wish I could say I learned my lesson after this, but I didn’t. I had to learn this lesson the hard way…

My bad case of the wants continued into adulthood. If I could just get married to a handsome, smart guy (I know, I’m so deep), if we could just have kids and make our family complete, if I could just live in this area of town or this house, etc… You see where I’m going. My wants just got bigger, more expensive and more weighty. But after receiving each one of those wants, I’d eventually have periods of let down. I wouldn’t know what it was, but it would creep in. I’d feel unhappy, discontent and maybe even a bit depressed (ok, in some cases, a lot depressed). Why was I depressed? Look at what all I have to be thankful for! Then I’d feel guilty for not being grateful for my blessings! Oh, what a vicious cycle. (See? I told you I had to learn this lesson the hard way! Most of you are probably going “duh!!!” at this point in my story -ha!)

Well, it’s no surprise, but all of those material things didn’t make me happy. And my happiness can’t be contingent on my husband and the very beings I love most in this entire world, my kids. So I have to remind myself, wants and things are neither here nor there. This is the reason there are happy people all over the world regardless of what they do or do not have! The empty feeling (my present hangover) is a reminder to me of a big lesson. The emptiness is there for a reason. It’s God’s way of reminding me where my true happiness lies. My joy does not come from things or stem from other people. If I’m lookimg for it there, I’ll end up feeling empty. The faster I remember this, the better off I am.

 

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  1. Brooke Wise says

    December 26, 2017 at 8:49 AM

    Carly, I relate so fully to every word. I think most women do. The society we live in, the exposure we have to all of the “pretty things”, and the thought that these pretty things will fill us with happiness or joy. We know better and we always have, but it is something that just creeps in and we have to continue to remind ourselves what the most important things in life are…it’s not the things at all. Thank you for sharing friend <3.

    Reply
    • Carly Lee says

      December 26, 2017 at 12:32 PM

      Thank you for the inspiration!!!

      Reply
  2. Paige McLeod says

    December 26, 2017 at 8:49 AM

    Thank you so sharing!! Just what I needed to hear today!! Only God can satisfy us! 🙌🏻

    Reply
    • Carly Lee says

      December 26, 2017 at 12:32 PM

      Me, too… and every day. 🙈

      Reply
  3. MH Nine says

    December 26, 2017 at 10:38 AM

    I love this post and this why I faithfully read your blog- not just great fashion, but wise and real words.

    I needed to see this today. Thank you.

    Reply
    • Carly Lee says

      December 26, 2017 at 12:34 PM

      Thank you for reading!

      Reply
  4. kristen says

    December 26, 2017 at 12:32 PM

    What a wonderful post. I can definitely relate. Thank you for your honesty, Carly!!

    Reply
    • Carly Lee says

      December 26, 2017 at 4:15 PM

      Kristen, I’m glad I’m not alone!

      Reply
  5. Sheaffer says

    December 27, 2017 at 6:19 AM

    Beautifully written, Carly! xoxo

    Reply
  6. Carolyn Anderson says

    December 27, 2017 at 6:41 AM

    Carly, you are such a gift! And truly such a perfect after-Christmas post when we are surrounded by so much excess (or maybe not surrounded by something we wanted- LOL!). This is something I am trying to teach my kids too which can be easier said than done when you’re that age. I might read them a modified version of this.:) Thank you for being so eal! Merry Christmas to you all!

    Reply
    • Carly Lee says

      December 27, 2017 at 8:28 AM

      Thanks for commenting, Carolyn! I’m trying to teach my boys this, too! I have a son that’s just like me! He has a really bad case of “the wants!” Eeeeek! Yes, the excess gets to me, too! I want to throw it all away! Hahaha!

      Reply
  7. Susannah Baker says

    December 28, 2017 at 8:52 AM

    Carly,
    Thank you for helping me to focus on the ache that always inevitably follows Christmas and reminding me how to fill it. I am grateful for your words today –

    Reply
    • Carly Lee says

      December 28, 2017 at 1:29 PM

      Yes, that’s exactly what it is, it’s an ache! I loved meeting you recently!

      Reply
  8. Fran says

    December 29, 2017 at 8:23 PM

    So true!! I always remind myself there are people about 2 miles from my home in the Med Center who are extremely ill and just want to get better! Love your blog and this post!! Happy New Year to you and your precious family!! ❤️

    Reply
  9. Lori says

    December 29, 2017 at 9:53 PM

    Lol at the wants! I so hear you. It’s not about the stuff. It’s about the experiences. Travel, friends, living life! Happy 2018!

    Reply

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